Hi All,
It's been a while since I've posted, but still think about
everyone on a daily basis. Life has me quite busy lately, but I'll
get into detail about that in the post. I'll hopefully be reading
more frequently and not playing as much catch up.
August 30, 2004 was my 5 month mark. It's been an amazing
ride. I just got on the scale about 5 minutes ago when I realized I
hadn't posted anything for my 5 month mark to see where I'm at. The
scale said 176. That's a total loss of 91 pounds! HOLY COW!! I've
lost an entire BACKSTREET BOY!! =) I couldn't be happier, and
that's an evening weight after I'd just eaten! I want to climb on
the scale tomorrow morning after, ah hem, everything is "out." =)
We'll see what it says then.
Everything is going well for me health wise. I'm off the blood
pressure meds, the cholesterol meds, and I'm even off my anti
depressant. The blood pressure and cholesterol meds have been gone
since my second month. Things are perfect in that department. I've
been off my anti depressant for about a month now and I feel great.
Even better than when I was on it, really.
I take my vitamins every day, several times a day. My labs have
come out great, and I'm having labs drawn after month six, so the
beginning of October again. Last time it was like 8 or 9 vials of
blood. I hate that part, but oh well, it's a small price to pay.
I'm doing well on my protein intake. I don't rely on the
protein bars or shakes as much as I once did. I can now get in most
of my protein via REAL food. But, I still usually have one shake or
one bar a day just to top things off, or sometimes in the morning to
get things started.
Breads don't bother me really, but potatoes do. Any form of
potatoes kill me. Chips, mashed, fried, baked, whatever. But,
that's why I keep Beano and gas x handy everwhere. I have a supply
at home, in my car, in my office, and in my "general crap" bag that
goes with me to rehearsals at night. I still go through "kicks" when
it comes to food. One day something will taste great and I'll eat
it five or six times, the next day it's like cardboard in my mouth.
But, I just go with the flow. I change things up, try not to get
bored, and focus on the protein. Some days are better than others
for water intake. Some days I hit 64 ounces without even thinking
about it. Other days I struggle to get in 40 ounces. But, at least
I'm trying. I'm serious though, I'm drinking more liquid now than I
ever did pre op. Water still tastes disgusting though. I drink a
lot of Crystal light, sugar free koolaid every now and then so the
taste buds don't get bored.
Work is wonderful. My "new" job is great. I've been there
three months now and I'm in the groove. I feel confident in what
I'm doing, and it's so nice to be working again. I was out of work
for almost ten months and it drove me nuts. But, the blessing of
being out of work was the ability to have the surgery. It's the
best damn thing I've ever done for myself.
I'm starting to accumulate new clothes. I finally had to give
up the old pants. GOD, I put a pair on the other day just to see
the progress and my mother laughed. They were HUGE!! I wore, pre
op, a 44 inch waist in jeans. They were tight, probably should've
been a 46. I now wear a 36 for the waist. I haven't been in that
size since 6th grade or so. It's amazing. I'm heading for a 34
inch waist soon. Shirt size is now a large, and in some things
mediums. It's still hard for me though. I still go straight to the
Omar the Tent Maker section and still say about normal clothes "Oh
god, I'd love to wear that." Erica, my mom, whomever I'm with have
to remind me. "You can wear that, here's your size."
I'm doing a production at the local community theatre right
now. "Don't Dress for Dinner." A hysterical British Sex Farce.
Mistaken identities, slamming doors, lies, lies to cover lies, whos
sleeping with who? It's a blast. I'm playing a role that requires
kissing on stage. That's something I've never done. I was never in
a "romantic" role when I was a big guy. So, this is new to me.
It's been fun. We'll see how my casting changes with the weight
loss. When the lobby pictures were developed the photographer let
us look at them and order prints if we'd like. I almost fell over.
I looked THIN!! I couldn't believe it. My mental image of myself
has NOT caught up with my body. I still think of myself as the fat
guy. I still see the huge stomach that I used to have. I still
think things wont fit. I still think twice about doing certain
things because of the "fat" mentality. I know it will change, and
i'm ready for it. I'll get there, it's just interesting that it can
take a while for your mind to catch up.
Okay...I've droned on for a while. I'll try to read more
often. My show opened this weekend, so I'm not going to be at
rehearsals every night again. So, I'll have time to read the
posts. Though, I did audition for another show tonight. LOL I'm a
glutton for punishment. If I get cast I'll be at the theatre 7 days
a week until October. Rehearsing for "My Way" Monday - Friday and
shows for "Don't Dress..." on the weekends. OY! =) The things I
do for my art!
~~Andy in Bremerton, WA
Surgery March 30, 2004
Surgery Weight: 267
Current Weight: 176
Goal: Doesn't matter, I'm happier than I've ever been!